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Look Back in Laughter

Been a rough day today and it left me cold and tired. Just have relax time emotionless and cold- my head pretty empty today. Then i need to find my birth certificate for my University affair. I try to find it by looked up at the old cupboard... more

Previous blog entries:
Jun 15	-	My Sister Teen Angst
Jun 11	-	Willie Chandran’s Ambivalence as seen in V.S. Naipaul’s Magic Seeds
Jun 10	-	I'm wondering whether he is bored or not
stefani's favorite blog entries:
May 3	-	Too much drinking water
Apr 29	-	Words on the wood desk table
Apr 28	-	Jules' Mad World and Absurdity
Apr 24	-	Some of Indonesianer in Bali
Apr 18	-	Temperature
Apr 11	-	Recent unusual incident
Apr 11	-	Skeptic and depressed me
Apr 9	-	I can't open Multiply at home
Apr 7	-	Galaxy song (from Monty Python's The Meaning of Life, 1983)
Apr 7	-	How technology works on me
Mar 27	-	Indonesian dogs
Mar 25	-	Phoniness
Mar 16	-	Simpsonize me
Mar 4	-	A New Book
Feb 21	-	The damage puppy can do.
Feb 16	-	Dino (Let me in!)
Jan 30	-	The German's Course
Jan 27	-	Ruined Replica
Jan 26	-	Most Read Books 2007- GoodReads.com version.
Jan 23	-	East Java and Timezone
Jan 21	-	Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
Jan 21	-	Got home
Jan 16	-	The Killer Rabbit of Caerbannog
Jan 16	-	Phoebe's Carousel
Jan 8	-	Brave Sir Robin Ran Away
Jan 8	-	Notes toward change
Jan 5	-	Rough and tough day
Jan 1	-	War Movies and Apocalypse Now.
Dec 24	-	Merry Christmas everyone!
Dec 24	-	Jakarta (again) and Movies!
Nov 30	-	Some hair cut
Nov 29	-	things back to straight path
Nov 28	-	Sick Note
Nov 23	-	Grand Opening WatchTime (Fossil) Galaxy, Surabaya --and met Matt.
Nov 18	-	Enjoying Old Holden
Nov 15	-	So far the best Tahu Tek around the neighborhood.
Nov 12	-	New Painting. (I messed it up a little bit)
Nov 9	-	Why people love to watch disaster?
Nov 8	-	Last two days
Oct 27	-	(What is this?)
Oct 24	-	The thin glass
Oct 22	-	Twenty thousand E-mails
Oct 18	-	Making sense of the war- tell me how to.
Oct 18	-	A Note Toward Poem
Oct 14	-	New week
Oct 4	-	Look back and keep walking, its not a dead end.
Oct 3	-	Outsider inside
Sep 27	-	Go ahead.
Sep 24	-	Some Buggers (and Hamburger) at Wendy's
Sep 23	-	Some of fiction's character's- and some real character (that I think they are great)
Sep 19	-	Horney
Sep 17	-	Lord of the Ring and Harry Potter, the opinion.
Sep 15	-	Sick and prick
Sep 15	-	Sleeping or dead, dead or sleeping. (oh, this is odd)
Sep 15	-	A scary thought coming
Sep 15	-	Max
Sep 13	-	Oh, i'm so tired.
Aug 31	-	Malang's event
Aug 30	-	Absurd Freedom according to Albert Camus
Aug 30	-	Absurd Wall according to Albert Camus
Aug 30	-	Absurdity and Suicide according to Albert Camus
Aug 28	-	The Age of Neurotic
Aug 25	-	Some simple survey
Aug 25	-	Weekend (today)
Aug 23	-	Polling on absurdity topic
Aug 19	-	Daruma and Darma
Aug 18	-	Nothing else make any sense
Aug 17	-	Some great and interesting thoughts
Aug 15	-	Second day of this semester and write happy things
Aug 5	-	Imagining thing
Aug 4	-	Books, books and books
Aug 1	-	The Butterfly Effect maker: Tom Anderson
Jul 22	-	morning that i go straight to the toilet
Jul 22	-	yes, i am normal
Jul 19	-	Anxious note of Wasteland's Transcendentalist
Jul 18	-	I succed to runaway from the facists (Ghetto today 2)
Jul 18	-	News from the War (Ghetto Today)
Jul 16	-	The Tag
Jul 8	-	Darn. Its happen again.
Jul 7	-	Act 3, scene I, ENTER Godot
Jul 6	-	Critics on Tom Godwin's Cold Equation
Jul 5	-	I cant sleep and my sweet little
Jul 4	-	Ulysses
Jul 3	-	Lesson from Madame Bovary
Jul 2	-	(Again) Stabby got new partner- recruiting process done.
Jun 23	-	Lines about butterfly who flap their wings (Love's note)
Jun 21	-	Carried Away
Jun 19	-	Stabby
Jun 19	-	Holiday (coming)
Jun 18	-	Some Lines of Postscript
Jun 17	-	Vomit Blood
Jun 16	-	Franz Kafka and sex
Jun 14	-	Finally, the internet connection works (miss them so much)
Jun 12	-	Same kitchen, same recipe.
Jun 12	-	Borderline? (quiz)
Jun 12	-	What European city? (Quiz)
Jun 11	-	Smile (of people around me)
Jun 11	-	Out from bunker
Jun 10	-	Absurdly Dark Situation
Jun 10	-	Time for One's Own
Jun 8	-	Books were coming
Jun 8	-	Driver's eyes
Jun 7	-	Are you high?
Jun 6	-	Tick Tock Rob and Ludwig Wittgenstein
Jun 6	-	Intelligence and Logic
Jun 4	-	Cold Equation
Jun 4	-	A new psychotic killer with knife in the neighborhood
Jun 4	-	Last week of this semester
Jun 3	-	Writing (again)
May 31	-	Notorious smoker and reading habit (in my campus)
May 31	-	Friends around me
May 31	-	Waiting for epiphany
May 30	-	heap of things assaulted
May 30	-	Three Laws of Robotic
May 29	-	Butterfly Effect
May 29	-	The cause of weak minded
May 29	-	If you know
May 28	-	Schindler
May 28	-	Gun and rifle
May 28	-	Xanax
May 28	-	If you died, so do I
May 25	-	What philosophy?
May 23	-	Going to face people- May God have Mercy on me
May 22	-	How will you die?
May 21	-	Just Another Night
May 20	-	Kundera's at Periplus
May 20	-	What was that? (Part II)
May 19	-	Tarot quiz
May 17	-	What was that?
May 17	-	Room or Warehouse
May 15	-	Me and My Father
May 14	-	Things Do Happen
May 14	-	Hectic Week
May 12	-	Solar Sail
May 12	-	Ochtrup, Germany.
May 9	-	Meeting with Gharonk
May 8	-	Yes, I'm still awake
May 7	-	Drunken Kangaroo
May 3	-	This Weekend
May 1	-	Test-tickle. (Do you know me?)
May 1	-	Write incorrectly
Apr 30	-	Lesson Planing session- Give the metaphor to "Lesson"
Apr 30	-	Thats How it is
Apr 27	-	Seminar class, Fromm's The Sane Society and As You Like It
Apr 26	-	Good Day (today)
Apr 25	-	the future (perhaps)
Apr 23	-	I'm still running
Apr 19	-	Sensitivity (quiz)
Apr 19	-	How dirty? (quiz)
Apr 19	-	Waste Wages
Apr 16	-	Car Park, Laptop and St. Vincent de Paul
Apr 13	-	Fatalism
Apr 9	-	Me Walking
Apr 4	-	Moving
Apr 4	-	Growing up sometimes scary
Apr 3	-	Jane Austen's Characters
Apr 3	-	This noon
Apr 2	-	Whipping and the cure of Depression
Apr 2	-	New Mario Bros
Apr 2	-	Secretion of Adrenaline
Apr 1	-	Worry in the Bunker
Apr 1	-	Weird and weird.
Mar 30	-	Seek for a way out
Mar 30	-	Maybe
Mar 30	-	Tonight
Mar 27	-	My Brain
Mar 26	-	Weird stage of consciousness
Mar 26	-	Logic stuff
Mar 26	-	My dad was dreaming last night
Mar 25	-	Visionary Soul
Mar 23	-	I respected weekend recently
Mar 23	-	World of Our Own
Mar 22	-	Colors.
Mar 19	-	Human; Brain and Soul
Mar 18	-	Fly and People (Life value more in some other places?)
Mar 17	-	Superstitious
Mar 16	-	Hey, Weekend Coming!
Mar 16	-	Dying of the Shadow- Reading Process
Mar 13	-	Things, think and life.
Mar 8	-	My Celebrity Look-alikes
Mar 7	-	Again, something hinder my day.
Mar 6	-	Sleep Over
Mar 5	-	Look, i don't want it again.
Mar 2	-	Weekend coming
Feb 27	-	My Sister Performance Today
Feb 27	-	Fever
Feb 26	-	Dangerous things
Feb 25	-	Annoying flu (again)
Feb 22	-	Book Store's Launch, Budi Darma, Pram's manuscript
Feb 21	-	Personality tests
Feb 20	-	One weird evening
Feb 19	-	Lines to be cured
Feb 16	-	Always love ee cummings (family’s poems and poems in some periods of life)
Feb 14	-	Syringe
Feb 13	-	Italian Losers (Part II)
Feb 12	-	Dying of the Shadow- The brief summary
Feb 12	-	Italian Losers
Feb 11	-	Sexy Dancers got Arrested
Feb 8	-	The Sausages
Jan 31	-	I'm looking around and i see my room
Jan 29	-	BreadTalk and the Dancing Ring
Jan 24	-	Gratitude
Jan 24	-	The Minister- Old archive of my journal (September, 19, 2006)
Jan 24	-	Flying with Pigeon- Old archive of my Journal (September, 11, 2006)
Jan 23	-	Jakarta 3 years ago and Djenar
Jan 20	-	Smoking and Smoking
Jan 17	-	The Book Quiz
Jan 8	-	I need a regression, I think.
Jan 3	-	Time made me (I mean until now)
Dec 26	-	I told people that I am scare
Dec 24	-	My Night
Dec 24	-	Within me (how it make things sensuously different); any idea to kill it?
Dec 23	-	People (i live with) i guess
Dec 23	-	I Keep Journals, All Those Papers.
Dec 14	-	Waiting for the doctor
Dec 11	-	Red Green Blue
Dec 6	-	In my mind today
Dec 3	-	Political fact of Reagan's Era and Roy M Cohn's Figure related to Tony Kushner’s ‘Angels in America’
Dec 1	-	The Border
Nov 27	-	If i said i have shitty day, i think i am too rude.
Nov 26	-	Have no idea how much i love this sweet little.
Nov 25	-	Unscientific Postcript
Nov 22	-	People never live a real life
Nov 21	-	Existence, Love, Dream
Nov 19	-	If i ithink that i can be crazy if i dont write;it probably right.
Nov 3	-	For Stefani -this is from Robert

Moveable Feast

The journal of Hemingway's journey in Paris (for Paris is Moveable Feast!). It is his journal of observation and life among some writers in Paris in 1920s such as Ezra Pound, James Joyce, Ford Madox Ford, F. Scott Fitzgerald and Gertrude Stein. It... more

stefani's favorite reviews:
Jun 13	-	The Myth of Sisyphus
Jun 10	-	Magic Seeds
May 11	-	Hanif Kureishi- Outskirts
Apr 10	-	Louis de Bernieres- Liver
Oct 31	-	Trading Snakeoil for Wolftickets
Oct 24	-	Life as a House
Oct 18	-	Fracture
Jul 5	-	Premonitions
Jun 6	-	i love you much(most beautiful darling) -ee cummings
Jun 6	-	i like my body when it is with your -ee cummings
Jun 6	-	if i love you-ee cummings
Jun 5	-	you shall above all things be glad and young- ee cummings
Jun 4	-	Pablo Neruda- Everyday You Play
Jun 4	-	Pablo Neruda- Ode to the Beautiful Nude
May 31	-	The Nugget
May 23	-	Tower of Babel, Globalization and Butterfly Effect as seen in Babel
May 19	-	Rainer Maria Rilke- You, you only, exist
May 18	-	Mrs. Dalloway
May 18	-	Schindler's List
May 12	-	The Lady who Sailed The Soul- Cordwainer Smith
Apr 19	-	The Million-Year Picnic- Ray Bradbury
Apr 10	-	A Portrait of an Artist as a Young Man
Apr 5	-	Isaac Asimov- Reason
Apr 5	-	Sound and the Fury
Mar 31	-	Dreamland
Mar 31	-	Italian Sausage
Mar 28	-	The Judgment- Franz Kafka
Mar 27	-	i carry your heart with me (i carry it in- ee cummings
Mar 27	-	if strangers meet- ee cummings
Mar 27	-	the boys i mean are not refined- ee cummings
Mar 27	-	Robert Heinlein- All You Zombies
Mar 23	-	The Hollow Men (1925)- T.S Eliot
Mar 21	-	Rappacini's Daughter (Short Story by Nathaniel Hawthorne)
Mar 12	-	Franz Kafka- A Report to an Academy
Mar 11	-	English Sausage
Mar 11	-	Polish sausage
Mar 11	-	Gedicht Gezongen
Feb 22	-	Cafesera
Feb 17	-	Because I could not stop for Death- a poem by Emily Dickinson.
Feb 17	-	Holly Sonnets X: Death Be Not Proud- a poem by John Donne.
Feb 17	-	Beloved
Feb 16	-	Sorry, Haters
Feb 16	-	Carried Away
Feb 16	-	Subject Two
Feb 15	-	Shawshank Redemption
Feb 15	-	Deepwater
Feb 15	-	Truce
Feb 14	-	To Paint or Make Love
Jan 16	-	American Macho Concept in John Wayne’s Fiction Character (Short analysis on John Wayne's Character on The Searcher and The Alamo)
Dec 17	-	American History of X
Dec 12	-	Wakefield (From Twice Told Tales)
Nov 29	-	Catcher in the Rye
Nov 29	-	The Book of Laughter and Forgetting
Nov 25	-	A Happy Death
Nov 20	-	Angels in America: Millenium Approaches.
Nov 20	-	History of Love
Nov 6	-	Sound Poetry- An Introduction and Development
Nov 3	-	Rainer Maria Rilke's Again and Again, However We Know The Landscape of Love.